What you model in your life is the form you bring into being. It is you that constantly seeks to fit the pieces together and it is the will that seeks the forms of your connection.
When you seek the ultimate form of your perfection then you will know the teachers that show you the way and form that fits your reality that you are assembling in the experiences of your life.
Every day can either add or destroy with the forms you are creating with your self-imagery. When you are in the flow of your dynamic the pieces just seem to fit together and when you are not in the flow nothing seems to fit but problems.
If that becomes the case look for new instructions and check the form of what it is you are bringing into your life. As always, what you seek to model your life after will either be coherently done in perfection or random collections of events.