Everyone has desires and there are multiple wavelengths of energies flowing that are in conflict. People that come from a place of scarcity are forced to believe that they will not have enough and cause turbulence in their lives. Keep in mind that you are a by-product of your parents’ experiences and conditions in life, all of which imprint upon your body-mind a given circumstance of criteria that you seem to call yourself.
This is not necessarily who you are and what you chose to address yourself within this experience. Within your psyche is sediment that is your ancestry and oftentimes you get stirred around and cannot see clearly. You’re stumbling without your sense of grounding or destiny. Negative and violent projections of others when they’re disturbed can be very toxic, influential, and damaging to you.
These very real particles are thought-forms and you need to stay away from them. Learn to smudge yourself and throw them off because they will infect you like a disease. This is why so many people are shut down. They can’t be open because being open means you’re vulnerable. You have to become a warrior and to understand that the way you approach and find things with your reaction makes them more difficult than they really are.